current mood : PISSED

hmm...im so damn pissed.. can they juz mind their own buisness? y are they finding ma mistake? wats wrong wit this ppl?.. currently they told ma parents to " take care of ziela.." WTF! wat was that suppose to mean? wat..so ol this while they are have been looking an eye on me?..omg... they dun freakin noe me n they are tellin this to MA PARENTS.. hey take care of your own family..ur son.. ur daughter..im darn mad lahz..by tellin ma parents this..now ma parents thot i did "something" outside..which I DUN..this ppl..why are u finding ma fault? do u noe wat i did outside? ... so ur tellin ppl that ur unrealistic SIXTH SENSE(wth..urgh) tells u that something is wrong wit me..wah~ hey.. stop it lahz.. we are not even close now..not even a bit not even at ol..n suddenly u tell ma parents about this.. asal? ader issue? argh.. olryte..n u ppl alwaes come to ma house on saturdae..n coincidentally..im werkin every saturdae.. n by not seeing me often..they thot that im drifting away from ma family..wtf..hey..can u stop assuming things THAT IS NOT TRUE..haiz..seriously..take care of ur own family..i used to respect u..we used to be darn close..n y are u doing this? bored of ur life..? go n find something that is much more beneficial..n stop creating sins..pfft.. k im not trying to being rude to the elderly..but..can u imagine..we seldom meet each other n suddenly they sae.." i cud feel something is wrong wit ur family..n i wana sae somethin..i dun really like ziela behaviour currently..u better take care of her.." Hey..u dun like ma behaviour? den back off..coz i dun gip a damn about how u feel..i dun lose anithink..y cant u juz sae it straight to ma face? n NOW U ARE IN MA HOUZ.. n they gave me this kinda stare..n wen i was cleaning e kitchen..they are watching every step wat im doing.. hey..if u have an issue wit me? vomit it out ah..n dun give this kinda attitude.. wen they talked to me..they will stare at me one kind n frowned thier forehead..irritating ah..n u noe wat..i avoid conversation wit them.. n i think they realised it coz ma sis sae its obvious.. n u noe wat..i dun really care.. urgh.. hmmm...im juz feeling disappointed..thats ol..coz the fact that i used to share ma problems n we used to be so close.. n suddenly u sae this about me? wen i heard about it..i juz wana weep..y? ppl whu noes me..what did i do outside? haa..exactly! n i dun get it.. n the fact that u r ma own uncle..yeaa..i understand..u are worried about me?..then talk to me...tell me straight to ma face..n wen we met..u act like nothing happen..urgh..n that really pissed me off.. p.s: take care of ur own son. But wateva it is...i do respect u.. n i noe..i cant stop ppl from saeing anything bout me..that y i sae...im immune..im juz tired..the best is juz to swallow everything..n wen they are tired..they will juz stop...ah..wateva lahz..juz sae wat u wana sae lahz ppl..ako dh mls~

oh ya..hapie belated bdae to ma dearest couzin..Eqmal..haa..i was shocked wen u are the one whu fetched me from admiralty...wit ma father car.. hhaa.. didnt expect it to happen..wat a surprise! at first i thot it was puksu..n i was like "huh? alahzzz" i was dragging ma feet..wen i came nearer..it was EQMAL..haa..wit ma mum..sis n aqief..haa..so yaa..went to dangga Bay for awhile..den we ate at Singgah Selalu to eat..i treat him..thx god i juz got ma pay yesterdae..! haa..i noe he wana chill..its so wriiten on his forehead..haa.. n we thot of sheesha ing..but ma mum was there.. n u noe wat..its only 10rm*jaw drop* n randomly i saw an image..n i dunnoe y im disturb(errr...)..hmm..n for some reasons we have to go home..haizz...shits happen..but nvm..theres olwaes another dae..sent him to his squl in the afternoon.. :D thats it..