@2:27 am
E COMEBACK
olryte! hmph..im back wit ma blog...
had prob wit ma internet connection for past few week..
hmph..aniwae!
:D hows life for e past few weeks?
never been better..ya..
current werkin at BD..oklahz..
its such a politic wae of environment..
99% of them are chinese.. n they are living wit mask around their faces..
i was stress up abit..but den..this is workin life...
no matter where u go..u have to deal wit it somehow..
so one word..
SWALLOW...tats e best..
overall it was fun..e ppl were a great bunch of companion..
first dae of werk..e supervisor treat me.. thx bob..he guide me alot..
ouh ya..thx to rizman for findin me this job..
he went to talk to e manager personally n ask..
hes a great pal! he help me lots..
n i went for e interview e next dae..he fetched me at jurong east..
accompany him to POSB n we went to Great World City for e interview..
i nid to ans a few ques..(god! this is e irritating part..pfft)
fuh! n e feelin suck..coz e one who interviewed me was e manager..
kecot siol perot..he was darn serious..
i was asked to take a product from e Kitchen Appliances n so called..
sell it to HIM..30 min of interview sia..n i almost wanted to go MIA..
but then..rizman gave me e support to juz go for it..
coz i will never noe.. so i did! n got e job..n i can start e next dae itself...i was smiling ol e wae..
effing hapie..thx awk..n e fact tat u noe i will get e job for sure..
u juz keep quiet..urgh! well..hee..its ok..dah biaser.. :P
went to the carpark..n guess wat? we forget where we park e bike..
haha..went ol around..kecoh..n found it atlast..pfftt..*rollin eyes*
went to woodlands n bought a cake for mas n bought daging cincang..
went to gal house n we cook!! haa..tats e fun part..
he love to cook..well..im learning now..pfft..wateva~
lots of stupid things happen..haahaa...(huru-hara..haa)
but we had fun.. yea! :D
SUNDAY
Suppose to werk on this dae..but then i had a"doctor appointment"
haahaa..ya ya..
nah..u noe sometimes..
e feelin of not goin to werk..randomly..
hee..so yaa...
went to JB wit ma dear fren..
he went to malaysia for 5 times only..in 19 yrs?
reason: i noe u noe..
went to city square n had our lunch there..ate hotplate mee..
played arcade..hah! racing..ma favourite! n i won..opz! hee..
went to starbuck n had a coffee n brownie.. nice~
walk around till 630pm..
went to ma house coz he cudnt go home coz of e heavy traffic jam..
inform ma parents of his presence..
haha.. random sia..but to think of it...
theres no wae he can go bek..e jam was horror..
had our prayers n had dinner wit ma family..
ask ma parents whether i cud used the car to bring him around..
n AMAZINGLY its a yes..wah! pelik tp bnar..haa..
i was shock..so without delayin..n before ma parents change their mind..
i took e key n we went to Angsana n Danga bay..
haa..its was e nicest outing ever..gettin to use the car n ride around..
haa..Danga Bay was fun!! had a walk around..
n i had "something"..thx alot.. ;D
tyme past..n its 10pm..
darn late..n ma parents ask him to sleep over..
hah..was hopin i cud woke up before him..
BUT..wen i wake up..he was prayin! n he already bath..
it was 630am..hmm...
n e fact tat i juz woke up..pfftt..nvm! hee..
went off at 730am coz we had to go to werk..
had our breakfast at MAC cwp..
hah...had lots of fun tho..
realli do..
k tyme check.. 3:30am sharp! n im werkin 2molo!
pfft..
nytz! im livin in tranquility...
enuf saed..
frenship do wonders...
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@10:38 am
I always knew
looking back at the tears
would make me laugh,
but I never thought
that looking back at the laughs
would make me cry.
i found a new light to guide me home.... =D
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@4:29 pm
Better Daes Gona Cum
If you fear losing somebody you love
like rejection would be no surprise
even if they never said it out loud
you just knew by the look in their eyes
accept that anxiety is due to some action
we took while sleepwalking through life
we would be lying if we tried denying
we cause our own misery and strife.
There is a voice inside of our heads
that tells us of what is to come
deja vu turned upside down
is what it may seem like to some
whether it's foresight or just premonition
it leaves you feeling quite strange
whisper or shout, it allows for no doubt
that your fortunes are due for a change.
The cyclical nature of the human condition
prevents us from being at ease
it bars the door to the peace that we seek
it's a lock without any keys
hope and fear are two sides of a coina little like Abel and Cane
it's not every day that just one will hold swayin the end it adds up to the same.
Listen to this then,
if you should find
your emotions won't give you a breather
I'm telling you, dreams don't often come true
but the nightmares rarely do either.
*saturdae*
hey! olryte..here we go again..currently i have some problems wit ma internet connection..n i didnt get to update or check ma blog n stuff..so ya..pfft! but its ok..coz we had called e "mobilink" guy..n he gona fix it soon..as in REAL SOON i hope..maybe by this mondae or tuesdae..hmm.. =D
saturdae was a fine dae..i guess..went out wit ma sis, aqief n mum to jusco..k wait! we were supposed to go Jusco Tebrau City(somewhere in malaysia..haa) n i drove for almost 40min..n the rest were like snoring like nobody biz..i thot ma mum was awake to guide me wit the route..BUT! she overslept..damn! so i juz went straight..When i asked her.."mum..is this e right route?" she replied.. "ah!" n i assume it as "yes"..but its not!..she juz reply for e seek of replying coz she was sleeping..hah..great! n guess wat..we were lost.. n ma mum blame me for it..coz she sae.. " i told u earlier im not familiar wit the route! n u still insist of going!".. *sigh* haizz..n i juz dun wana argue no more..n juz keep silence~ i think its better tat wae..coz if i were to reply..there will be no endin to it~ :) n i wasted almost 2hr driving for nothing..dush!*swallowing* i was darn pissed coz i really wana go..but nvm! things happen for good..so yaa..and we end up going to Angsana..which took only 5 min from ma houz..haizz..but its not tat bad after all..i got to find e things tat im lookin for..n aqief was like screaming..almost 90% of the journey..hmm..thx god he is juz a kid..hee..but he had fun! eating KFC(ehk? KFC! huhur) n playing at e playground..beating ppl child..*shake head* n guess wat.. a girl toodler..kiss him on e cheek..random sia! huhur! aww..so sweet..n aqief look at her n walk off..sheesh! u think u r so good looking huh? dush! huhur..but cute lahz..we had fun going out wit him..n now that he can walk around..haa..! =D
Went out at nyte wit eqmal n ersyad..we went to singgah selalu n Danga Bay..as normal..huhur.. they fetch me n sneak in e houz silently..haa..hopin tat SOMEONE wont notice their presence..tsk tsk!hee..well..i understand..been there..seen there! we ate at Singgah Selalu n accidentally i met ma squl mate n we juz sae hai..theres lots of ppl..its satudae nyte..wat do u expect?..so ya..eqmal wanted to sheesha..n we ordered..it was cheap..only 12rm..so ya we chilled n talk n stuff..n SOMEBODY juz cant shut e mouth out! tsk! u juz have to sae it ryte..haa... nvm.. im fine wit it..(am i?) hee.. we Then proceed to Danga Bay n walk around..it was nice..~ e surroundin..e live band..n the lights.. n Somebody ask me a random ques.."am i a quiet person?" hah! of course NOT! wat a ques..tsk tsk! huhur.. i and ershad waited for eqmal by e bay..n we get to view the cruise~ it was decorated wit lights..nice~ n it cost you 70rm to go in n have a meal there..but its worth it..=D n wat i like most was... e live band..it was great!its a candle light table..i mean..imagine u could juz chill n juz watch a live band..by e bay..playing ur fav song..haa! n they were playing "starlight by muse" hmmm... how nice~ =D this is kinda place tat u can juz chill wen u feel bored.. =D so ya went off around 2am..wash up n im GONE..~ haa..it was a tiring dae..but i had fun tho.. =D haa..n ma fone is like dead here.random.
p/s:*waiting patiently* :)
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@2:01 pm
First of all
juz wana sae..
HapiE bDAE TO ma dearest Yvonne..
huurhur..
nice noeing ya for e past 2 years..
hah..tyme past..
but im glad..
i noe u thruout ma journey =D
hmm..
school holidae is juz around e corner..
n im so gona work..
currently im waiting for a reply from irsyad..
Damn..how long more dude? tsk!
its ok..this patience gona stay till next week..
n if it still pending..
tyme to move on..
but im still hoping for it! :P
aniwae..
went to chill wit irsyad yest. ..
randomly he juz kol n wana mit up..
so there we go..
waited for 30min siolz..
damn!
he overslept till boon Lay..
seronok lah sgt!
we ate at banquet..
and shared a bowl of tom yam soup..
n reason for choosing tat dish?
coz he miss shila! wtf! huhur.. =D
walk around cwp..
met sheera n her mum n brother..
n we proceed to civic n chill..
till 10pm! and guess wat?
i met mas..as usual wit her beloved guy..
so ya..n maybe im goin for to watch e performance at woodlands CC 2molo..
k gtg..will update soon!
=D
*euphoria*
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@6:52 pm
im worried.insecure.paranoid.
maybe e past
that haunts still..
N i cant bring maself
to go thru diz shit again..
well..it is still new..
i noe..
but seriously..something inside me..
tellin me tat its gona happen again..
so shud i stop walkin to e door?
that is locked?
well..tat is only ma assumption..
wat if i realised tat
e door is widely open..
to welcome me?
by then..
it will be too late..
yea true..
i should not repeat the mistake again..
but im weak inside..
n the wound..
its not fully heal yet..
maybe im worried about losing..
i really do..
tats y im still sceptic in continuing e journey..
im still on the starting line..
i used to trip n fall n bleed..
but i i thot i cud make it to e end..
but i failed~
n i have a hard time consoling maself..
so now...
start ol over?
wat if it happened again?
i dun think i cud deal wit it..
i dun wana repeat e mistake tat i used to do..
it hurts n it still do..
shouldnt judge..
wen u dun even noe e person..
haha..
one word..im juz insecure..
e confidence..
its dead after e incidence..
sad but true..
part of me sae yes..
n at the same time
the past wake me up
from e joy tat im having..
e few seconds of joy..
its gone..
i want..but i dun dare..
im still worried..
afraid of failure..
yea..i do..
but e conversation nvr fails
to make me =D...
but e past tat stop e excitement..
hmphh..
im scared.
scared of losin.
so shud i continue e journey?
not noeing of e obstacles
tat i gona go thru..
wat if its for good?
well..its still an assumption..
gamble? i cant afford to.
im hanging..
hanging for an answer..
well..theres nobody fault..
its juz me..
e insecure bitch~
:embrace:
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@9:54 am
hey im back!~
haa..it has been soo ssoo lonngg
i didnt update ma blog..
Lame Reason: Im Buzy!
Main Reason: Im Lazy! =D
so ya...
so ppl juz endure..
huhur..
olryte..currently..
nothing much happened..
I Think!
wat i cud dig thru ma brain ryte now..
hmm..
i was beaten up by ma dearest dad..
was bad..i was so darn shock..
coz he was mad bout ma sis..
n im became e "mangsa"..
watevalahz..dun wana elaborate on it..
over n done with...
squl was great.. =D
n i juz miss ma pal..
as in ALL..
coz i dun meet them for quite sometimes..
n mas bdae is coming!!! i will be dere darls..no worries..
n F.U.N ... miiss them lots!
haa..someone introduced to me back an old song..
Thank god i found you..
thx u captain! wakaka
k den enuf saed..
p/s: hey moo! =D
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