ive been neglecting this blog for quite a longgggg tyme. =)
honestly, work has been taking most of ma tyme.
seriously.
but i feel home whenever i step in e office.
tho it is quite a distance away.. i dun think its a burden thingi..
coz everyone here is like a family members..
we work together.=) nicely done..
and next month, is ma 1 year working here.
that was real fast..
n lots of things i need to learn and need to be done..=)
but no doubt at tymes i do get pissed n tired wit ma colleague..
well thats work.. u juz need to swallow..
n show them like .. "do i look bothered?" =P
like what happened a few hours ago..

MA COLLEAGUE :
"we have to check for the SRC shipment..are u ready?"
ME:
" Yea, give me 5 minutes n im done wit ma things.."
MA COLLEAGUE:
"U sure 5min is enuf..?"
ME:
"Yea..5-10mins n im done.."
MA COLLEAGUE:
"Nvm...you can have e whole dae..~" n off she goes..
ME:
=_=" WTH!!!??? nonsensical.
so ya..n juz drop ma pen, take e document n went to e warehouse..
n act like i couldnt be bothered..n do ma work n check on the SRC shipment..
n wen im done, i angkat kaki n jalan..as if i care..atleast i do ma job..
sometimes its hard to please people...ignorance is bliss..=))
so yaa..n ma colleague came to me n start a conversation..n things are back as per normal..
kadang2 mcm malaz..u simply tired to think of wat ppl think..
you wana talk to me, i talk to u..
u wana show attitude to me, den show wateva u want...=_="
tak kuaser..lagi layan, e more irritatin they will be..
e best is to ignore n smile. =)
work end around 630pm everydae.
dun even have tyme to meet wit karma girls.
dun even have tyme to spend tyme wit john. both are buzy wit werk.well,we make do wit it. n both understand. hes an understanding soul i muz sae. =) truly blessed. having to fetch me n sendin me home ol the wae to JB. tho at tymes i cud juz see how tired he was. but he still put a smile n treat me nice. hmmm.. n im being e lady who olwaes complain..n i do feel real bad at tymes..sometimes he do nag like a mum..hee..n i love wen he do that..i will juz listen n look at him...hee..such a loving soul..=))
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ouh ya..
can i juz sae this year is a year of "commitment" . random.
wit work..with life..
hmmm..yaa..something that wasnt there i muz sae..
haa..k random..
im off from work..
take care ppl..
n ya..
will be updating in a few months tyme?..hee
short tyme lahz..
sometimes theres more things to do then juz blogging..hehe..ouh tak ehk..
k im off...
tc love! =)

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lots of thing has been botherin.
too much.
its like you are lock in a room,gaspin for air.
difficulty to even breath.
havin few pathwae right infront of you.
but you dun even noe which wae to even begin with.
left or right?
front or back?
but u juz suplicate for e right path.
at tymes lots of things in mind.
but nothing cud be saed or explain.
at times decision were made.
but u dun even noe whether its e right choice of yours.
nvr been this state before.
A Test.
juz giv me Strength.
n i'll do juz fine.
=)

went to swimming with dearest sis yesterdae. but it seems like i was all alone. LOL.
sis didnt swim much. so ya. i was swimming most of the time.
from one end to another end.
surprisingly, i did 3-4 lap non stop. n i feel relieve.
everything in mind juz dissolve in e water i guess.. nice~ =P ouh tk ehk.
but i juz noe two style, which is e frog style n floating.
it was nice. something to relax ur mind.
i have to jump in e pool often now i guess.=P
p.s: imysm.

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hapie 24th bdae sweetheart!=)
first of all, i hope he love e gift tat was given... i was crackin ma head wat to buy for him..hee.. n i noe he nid it..n i bought it for him..=D it is juz a small gift from me..to be compared to all e love n concern tat was given to me..he have been a nice soul to me throughout this 5 months.. n really appreciate his company..we may hurt each other along the wae, we may saed things that we didnt mean to..but we still hold on n be strong..=)
woke up at 7am...clean e houz..as ever..tats e rule.."u wana go out..make sure e houz is clean" lol. so yaa.. was rushin..cleanin2..fast game..hee...bath..ironin cloth...n went to cik zali houz to meet nyanyi...there u go...45mins of lecture...lol..but oklahz...for ma own good i guess...but i was lookin at e watch every second..hee..=P
n i hope he had fun on his bdae...it may not be e nicest bdae to be compared to wat he had...i hope he appreciate it.. n e dinner with his family was nice..=) i really had fun..i was a lil hot juz now..n i wasnt in a mood to take pic...ma apology...i noe it hurt him..but i hope he understand..
(n dinner? theres olwaes other dae..=P)
oklahz.. tats bout it..
gdnytez ppl!
*feelin tired but cant shut those eyes..=_=" "

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