until tomorrow, we'll meet again.™

@11:59 pm

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten pASt. u cant go forward in life until u let go of ur past failures n heataches. life is not measured by e number of breath we take, but by the moment dat take our breath away..

well..juz reached home..went to meet irsyad n had an interview.. yea.. it was ok.. den meet up rizman at far east..n irsyad need to go off to work..a last minute kol! haa..n he juzv decided to grab it as he is in need of cash..well..ill be doin that too if i were to be him..huhur..so yaa..chill wit rizman for awhile..meet a few friends..perlu ker?..hee..met mira at far east..damn..we have not met like for ages..after she went off from squl..so yaa..met liyana at 7 eleven..n yana at far east..huhur..she randomly grab ma hand..huhur..yea..its been awhile we have not meet up..yea.. lookin good as ever..huhur... went to wawan dome to meet mas for awhile..tats e whole point of it! huhur.. feel better after letting things out.. so much better..feuw~ =D yea..we are on e same boat..n yea..we gona irritate them more by our insecurities.. wateva lahz..

well..something juz bothered me throughout e journey..
hmm..sometimes u tend to have insecurities..
u are juz paranoid..
tats wat happened to me..
it was such a drastic change of mood..
n e feelin really suck..
problems in communicating..
in short..mood swing..
e insecure..
its killing me in a wae..
this is e exact feelin tat i used to encounter..
wen does this gona end? tell me bout it..
maybe bcoz im juz scared of losin..
why am i feelin this wae?
when e past few months..i dun even care..
i wasnt this paranoid before..
or maybe becoz u juz treasure e moments spent..
im juz worried tat 'e eye gona quiver n shift to e floor'
well..once again..
if it happens..den it happens..
tho how hard u wana prevent it..
let fate decide...
as i sae..no more hopin..
this minute..this second..this moment..
i juz nid to blurt it out..
everyone have insecurities in their life..
some may understand..
some may have question mark around their head..
let it be den..
its e matter of e heart i guess..
so yaa..

every moment spend was never a waste..

trust is only thing im holdin on now..

current mood..
tired..but eyes juz dun wana sleep..
time check: 130am..
im tryin ma best to hold on to this..
n hopin its not gona fade off..
hmmm...
damn..effing tired..
but cudnt bring maself to sleep..

{very much in love =)}

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Was born with a name called Nur Ziela Ramli on 3 January 1989. Tasting Bliss on 061208 <3 workhaholic. Blessed with wat was given. Simplicity is much appreciated. stubborn soul. black chocolate. nature n arts.