@12:13 am
6 february 2008
sometimes u juz feel like u nid tyme by urself..
being around friends n chill..
juz wana have a peace of mind..
to let everything out..
n im sure everyone been thru this shit before..
n it happen juz once in awhile..
n i dun ask much..
went out the whole nyte wit THEM..
being selfish to some people?yes i do realise that..
n for SOME ppl..i apologise e trouble tat i did..
for tat period of tyme..
im juz at ma lowest point of tyme..
call me selfish or wateva u wana sae..
i noe im doin things without thingking..
and wateva shit i did..i have ma own reason..
well..do this ppl noe wats really in ma mind?
wat ive been thru?
hmm..nvm..only those who are close will understand..
just coudnt be bothered anymore!!
u juz cant stop ppl from thinking..so juz let them be..
wat else can i do ryte?
yest was tiring but it was not wasted..
went to mit mas,ayul n ol at wawan's dome for their dance prac..
mas n me was waiting for the rest..
we were takin a nap..dun even realised haiqal arrival..
was awake by some irritatin guys under e block..
screaming n singing (out of tune!)some emotional malay songs..
was pissed n decided to go to AP to buy drinks..
met syaza ondeawae..n chill wit her for awhile..
went back to dome to mit e rest..n everyone was there..
ayul was super duper hyper..doin some crappy steps..haa..
hakim n frens came at nyte..chill till 11+pm n some went off..
me,mas,farthu,wawan,hakim n ayul went over to wawan's place..
ordered Mac Delivery..thx to ayul! huhur..
i was kinda down on that period of tyme..but this bunch of ppl juz cheer me up!=D
play games n watch some movies..
well..sad to sae..some shits happen..
and ppl..about Wearing e Tudung..tat was a crazy idea ever hakim..
haahaa..imagine if tat were to happen haa..
the feelin was really scary..i was shivering..n ma heart was beating real fast..
running thru admiralty to woodlands CC ..
we actually ran tat fast..
its worse than amazing race..serious..
mentally n physically tired..
its like we do had fun but at the same it feel sucky...
mixed emotion..
in the end we we decided to chill at multi storey carpark rooftop..
coz thats e 'safest' area...
Ayul and fathu was darn tired n slept..
left wit me,mas,wawan and hakim..
thinking of solutions to some 'problem'
n hakim was making a joke of it..haa..
so yaa..
chill till 7am..
n we won the 'game'..
haaa..scary but ya...
it shoudnt had happen..n deep down i do feel bad lahz..
but sometimes u juz nid tyme by urself to let go of everything..
went off at 7am..tiring but its not wasted..
went straight home..
n ma parents fetch me at SC..
n we went to ma aunt open house till nyte..
n i didnt sleep for 2 daes..hmmm..
darn tired..
and todae(7 feb)..
goin to ma aunts houz again..coz they juz shifted..
gona be there till nyte i guess..
k tats bout it..
will update soon..
=D
adios..
{
very much in love =)}
