@10:14 am
someone sae : "this is the moment you have to stay strong ziela.."Well..true i might sae..that person is rite..this is the moment where i need to be really really strong..ouh ya..school has been good..exam is juz around the corner.. only 5 more weeks to go to final exam!(take care ziela~)..really nid to lock maself in a room..tie maself on e chair n look straight at ma accounting book till u go nuts..haa.. yea..suffer for a few weeks n let it over n done with.. hmph! its so near yet so far.. ouh ya..randomly went to call MOF jap. restraunt n had an interview wit them at bugis...school end at 1230pm..change n went straight to bugis jucntion..reached around 2pm..but i was told to come at 3+pm coz theres alot of customer..so ya..went to city hall to mit irsyad to take ma cash ..e moment i reached,i received a msg from him..saying he cudnt make it coz he hv to sign some bank loan regardig HDB..grr..but i noe they are selling their houz..n irsyad is their elder son..tats y he nid to sign some documents..so i while killing e time..i walk around city hall from 4 to 5pm..n went back to bugis for e interview.. went for e interview..n amazingly i was asked to start werk on that dae itself..6-11pm..haa..can see they really in need of man power..damn! n u noe wat..from 6-11pm..customer came in non stop..as in seriously non stop for the straight 5 hours.. it was kinda tiring..theres no time for u to even rest..n now ma leg is still painful..i have problem walkin up the stairs due to ma nafa test n e workout n ma work..but its better this wae..rather than chillin around outside and doin nuthink at home..might as well i juz earn some cash for maself..the manager is great..easy to get along with.. Due to lots of customer yest..work ended around 1130pm..wen im walkin home.. ma whole body is like screaming at me to stop walkin.. n tat period of time..i was darn sleepy n lethargic.. but i like it or not..i nid to force maself.. n i dun freakin eat e whole dae(for some reason).. hmm..
k besides that..went to e MRT HOPIN tat i cud rest n have a short nap from city hall to woodlands..BUT!!! E MRT to Marina is over!! I WAS LIKE..ARE U KIDDIN ME?!! not now..wen i gona faint in a minute.. wen i heard tat..i juz went weak.. n i nid to walk again to take 960..n i tell u..it was freakin far to walk to e bustop..n its already 12+AM n im alone.. but im fine wit it..only god knows how i felt yest.. i fuckin pissed to e max..n yea..someone asked me to go to ma aunt houz..what? its not nice to go to someone houz till 1am...wen they are already sleeping.. so yaa..waited for almost 15mins.. i almost weep of tiredness :(..as soon as i took e bus..i doze off..wen i woke up..i cudnt carry maself up..ma whole body was aching..trust me..yest was e worst dae ever.. but i manage to hold on to it..well..shits happen somtimes..
but currently..i made up ma mind..5 more weeks more to final exam..i think i gona concentrate on ma studies first.. n den i can werk e hell out of maself..yea..n im graduatin soon..fun but scary..tyme past really fast.. :S
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..
current mood: confused, pissed, down
y the sudden change?.. im immune~
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very much in love =)}
