@8:10 pm
current mood: Headache n messed
3 more daes to final semester..
yea..scary? kinda..
but i wana end it soon!
get over n done with..
n here i come..
tyme to earn money!
work like theres no tomolo..
really nid to occupy those tyme..
to avoid all the unnessary thots that has been botherin..
life? it has been hmmm..yaa..fine.. school is over! n currently im waiting for ma exam..which is on monday and wednesdae..beem studyin like sh*t.. cant wait to vomit everything out on mondae..hopefully i dun go blank! haa.. ni if that were to happen..damn! dun even wana think bout it..horror! :S hmm.. went to centrepoint for an interview at Esprit! but juz an interview.. how was it? hmm it was ok..as in seriously oklahz..haa..juz waiting for their kols early next week..u guys better kol me! ouh tkleh suker2 ehk? kk.. currently been contacting with ol ma long lost friends..never thot there will be communication between us.. wat a coincidence.. but they are still e same.. funny humanz! nice~ ;Dmind has not been in their normal state currently..lots of questions has been lingerin in ma mind..one after another..if only theres an answer to ol those sh*ts.. tried to act as if im not affected by the things that had been happenin currently..tried to occupy e tyme n juz dun wana think of it..but it seems like a shadow..it has been followin every step.. how i wish it doesnt exist? how i wish i cud avoid.. yea.. true.. sometimes being too nice is not good.. im juz tired n confused.. n this moment..this particular time.. i juz have to swallow everything..Again i might sae.. tho i tried to be much more careful this time..but i still trip n fall.. n why am i confused? e fact that they show like theres nothing happen.. the ignorance that were shown.. itz juz doesnt seems ryte..n most of the tyme..mind juz went blank..if only i have an answer for ol this..i want one moment in time..
one particular moment..
where i cud be in a state..
where theres no worries..
no insecurites..
no wounds..
N only a moment of bliss..
e moment..
i wud embrace..
Labels: headache n messed
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