@1:39 pm
CURRENT MOOD : Affected/frustrated over e smallest things on earth.
no specific reason.
juz the mood swing that irritates.
could be the red light that came n made a messed of the whole emotions.
could be someone who tries to test the patience that has already reaches "over ma nose length".
tryin hard to control every part of the emotions from blowing.
"month of fasting, controlling e emotions is very much appreciated ziela."
currently this fuming-every-minute-emotions will end soon when the red light changes to green.
this irritation will be overcome sooner or later.
having to hold on will make me weep.
weepin of anger of course.
so what did i do to calm it down?
stopping maself from communication FOR E TYME BEING.
yea i noe its not a good solution,well it is for me. so that i wont get effected over the words that were uttered out. tho it means good. dump?i noe. =_='
and "istighfar" like as much as i can. coz thats e only way to kill that evil who has been stabbing me from inside out. i hate u for life(dont u want tranquility?). n everyone does.i noe.=_="
having to have a friend to let ma anger out. pity u. LOVE u tonnes coz having those patience to listen to me. every nyte having to dig those ears to listen to ma non-stop-complainin-makcik.
thx god for having u back in ma life.i really do. =))) ya, u noe that.
but not for listenin to ma only whining of coz=_=". you juz make e dae better.
Thank you love =)
warmth regards,
.embrace.
(not necessary,i noe=_=")
Labels: fuming
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very much in love =)}
