@11:14 am
E gathring moments.(bliss)
one of the awesome celebration ive always look forward to.
e day when u will meet up with all your love ones.
but unfortunately, i dun really had lot of funs with ma cuzin.
coz ma working schedule..
well, i dun blame anyone for this..
this is working life..ryte ppl?=)~
to be frank..i miss ma KL & shah alam(if im not wrong.mcm salah pon ader.tp tkpe.)cuzin.
last year was better i guess. more tyme were spent together.
yeaaa..last year im schooling.so i have ol e tyme to spent wit them.
but Pok Long didnt get to rayer ing with us last year..again,minus point.=(
im looking forward for this year rayer ing bcoz e fact that i cud meet up with ma-once-in-a-year-cuz.
seriously i was hell excited.
but too bad, i was having this irritating headache,ma throat is killing me! i cud not eat or drink those drinks n spicy food..upset ryte? i noe!!
WEDNESDAE.
went to ma grandma houz at woodlands(will update e pic soon)
meet ol ma siblings..
ol was like.."ehk! nie ziela??" takk perrluuu...=_="
i was like..."haha..yerr~" takkan lahz niek nyanyi dier kan(ma grandma)
eat some cookies,drink hot plain water(n it feel so sucky to drink it wen the others having ol kind of colourful drink)
well, i tried, but i start to cough every min for juz a sip of F&N strawberry=_="
went to mastora house..n off we go..
THURSDAE.
Working. start at 830am till 7pm. coz theres too much work..supposedly it should end at 530pm. so ya. i was kinda excited to go home n meet ma cuzin!
rushed home..took e taxi n i reached at 10pm.
darn tired. ma head juz wana explode. ma throat,worse.
from 5am ok..i was so sleepy..
but decided to eat and chill with eki,ershad,eqmal,gegel n nani..
godnoes how excited i was to see them.<3
went to lido and chill till 4am..
by 2am i was half dead..
i dun talk much coz it feels like someone is sitting on top of ma head.headache.
i was so weak.but the fact that i wana chill with this once-in-a-year-cuz juz make me stronger.
we ate steamboat.n its like tak cukup2..
i suppose to treat ershad for his bdae, since they suggested lido,den i juz agreed.
it may not be e wahlah bdae treat ever.
it cud be a lameness bdae treat ever.
but it the thots that counts ryte?..
setahun skali tu..ok per..
but the tyme juz doesnt seeems ryte,its olready 1am n there's not much choice..
but almost 7 to 8 plates sia! lol
but it was just a short chill out i guess.
maybe becoz i was not feelin well,tats y i dun really had fun.
n its sucky coz e other tyme u gona chill out wit them will be october 2009!=_="
alahzz..atleast we do meet up n chill..
sometimes, less is more =D
it feel weird.
theres a reply but no eye contact.
it feels weird wen i always waited for the dae, but it doesnt turn out the wae it used to.
it feels weird wen u ignore, but every question that i asked, was answered by u.
it feels weird that im feelin worried.
it feels weird coz theres tears during farewell.
it feels weird wen theres conversation, but theres simply no eye contact involve.
it feels weird wen i caught u staring.
it feel weird wen we cud be so close but wen we meet up, it seems like we nvr had a conversation.
tho we always had it every single dae.
i feels weird coz i really miss u hell much.
it feels weird that u were waiting for ma comeback.
it feels weird that u keep calling for maa return.
it feels weird coz i dun even noe where it goes wrong.
'goodbye'seems so hard coz i hv yet to sae 'hai' to u..
it feels weird tat i am affected by it.
it feels weird coz im hurt.
n it feels weird tat theres much to sae,but less tyme to spent.
n it feels hurt to realise that we will meet up for the next coming year.=_="
maybe i dun show that im excited,coz ma head is killing me at tat period of tyme.
u cud simply tell by ma his/she voice.
but god is always fair.
maybe wat happen, theres hikmah ryte. yea.
n god noes how much i always waited for this gathering.
n how much i miz u truckloads.
=)
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