let me sae this...
What gets me through the day.....
knowing that tomorrow will be 10x‘s better
what makes me smile....
knowing that Im not alone=)
What makes me different....
taking criticism,hatred,and jelousy from hostile people.
What makes me different....
feeling what most peoPle dont and crying when most people wont..
(",)
I asked you if I was fat,
you said yes of course.
I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever,
you said no.
I asked you if you would cry if I walked away,
you said no.
I had heard too much, and need to leave and
as I walked away..
You grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
You said...
U r not pretty, U r beautiful.
The only thing fat, or big, about you is your heart.
I don‘t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And I wouldn‘t cry if you walked away...I would die.
Done.=)
Paddle of hope?
i wont paddle the boat.
i was so worried tat it would sink like it did.
i was breathless,n i thot i wud die.
well,god is being fair.
giving me bek ma life.
giving me the boat to continue ma journey.
should i paddle?
or shud i juz depend on the wave tat lead me to nowhere.
staring at paddle..
but not having e courage to...
i need the paddle to continue the journey..
but i am paranoid tat i wud sink..
n if i do..
i noe i wud be out of breath n ma soul will linger around..
leaving ma body in the isolated island..
trust is ol i need..
the paddle?
left untouched....
