was juz reading the blog and i would sae i kinda get affected wen i read it.i dun blame anyone coz i do it at ma own risk.=) well, things happen for a reason. hmmm..im sowie if ol those images really hurt someone. well, i nvr thot it gona be that wae. im feeling how it feels. shows that you are affected by it. n shows theres still love lingering around you. i mean no harm or do i even want it to be posted. this is one of the only reason y. hah. y did i even apologize in the very first place? nahh...i feel sorry. tats ol.
i wont let it affect any part of maself. im feelin cold wen i read it. the sarcasm..hmm..ouch!.. hmmmm...i dunwana repeat e mistake. being paranoid over e past. well, i enter wen every end.. n i hope it really end..

im tasting bliss. n plzz god give me strength.im paranoid.but i still have faith in u.reading ol those, suffocate me.nuff saed.
i nid strength.
i nid faith.
i nid trust.
i will have ol those 'nid' wen i have sum1.
im feelin so cold.suddenly.hmmm....
off from work. mind not functionin.
n im comin bek 2molo. have to. =)
n i trust u.=)
very much.................~hmmm=)

{very much in love =)}