until tomorrow, we'll meet again.™

@9:45 am

Just Because Everything Is Different,

Doesnt Mean Anything Has Change.=)

GOOD MORNING! =D

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@2:03 pm

Had an owesome meeting up session with ma squl mate. met aini,meg n sue at yishun n met e rest at plaza singapura. supposed to watch movie but i and aini decided not to. y? because e whole intention of this meet up is to talk n noein how life has been after our ITE life. n if we were to watch movie, i dun think we even have tyme for this. so ya.=) we had our lunch at macdonald. i had capuccino n aini had hot chocolate.n one of this malay soul juz so irritatin.pfft.=S

n rest had their own meal.=) we were being such a kecohrable girl. lol. laughter every minute. nice...it has been a year actually we have yet to meet up. n its good that everyone is still e same. n we still as crazy as before.

sue was met in an accident.. those bruises on ur leg,hand,body n face really freak me out gal..tulahz,nak sgt amek lesen motor kan..=Plol. yea, we shud meet up n chill at yishun often.. =)

Aini was e sweetest n gorgeous soul as ever. =) we really had a deep conversation at TCC.yea, u made e right choice luv, n he who tried to change u n make u feel useless, he shud be

hang to death! if appreciation is not given, den leave. u will get much better soul out dere. =)

will olwaes have e tyme if u feel like letting things out tey. misses!=D

N meg is doing great. still as crazy as ever. n ol those crazy things we have been doin in squl. lol. only god noes.hee.. n i miss those time tho. =)

after we had our lunch, we we went out n chill outside PS coz sue wanted to smoke. took a few pix n we sat at TCC.

time past real fast n we dun even realised that its olmost 5pm.. me, sue n meg have to go off to meet bf. sue was pissed off coz its rainin.lol.i had to go to the loo with aini n bf called. met him outside e ladies n we we went separate waes. hmm..we must chill out again tey gals! misses!

met bf n we ate at LJS.. our "brown" dae..lol..=P bf was upset coz its rainin.lol. n he didnt wear spectacle. he was with contact lenses. it was e first tyme for me.hee. well, hotstuff..nak ckp aper kan..lol.. ouh tk ehk? lol.. we really had fun walking, running from one places to another due to the heavy rain. we decided to buy an umbrella. we need to actually.=)) really had a great tyme with him by my side. we bump into nani n nazz n her colleague at lucky plaza. too bad qasha was asleep..=(( was missing him badly.. went to borders n those horoscope was givin me a tight slap. lol. so i decided to close those magazine n walk off. hee..=P at e end of e dae, bf was mad over a few issue.=(( so sad.. but i tried to calm him down but at e end of e dae, i was e one getting scolded. bagus ziela. lol. so i decided to keep quiet n listen to his nagging. =) met mimi at cwp singtel. n mimi was waiting for us at e wrong shop. LOL. salah timing lahz mimi niek. n make bf more fuming in anger. niwae mimi is not used to upgrading this line thingi..takleh salahkan dier kan.. dear was really angry at that period of tyme. tatott~=( after awhile things were back as ever. love him too much lahz.=) wont be meeting him todae coz hes working at 7pm. hope to see u tomolo luv. till den we meet again.

tasting bliss<3

sunny dae!

we r too tired.lol.

aini, me , meg n sue

ma gorgeous pal.

aini n fiona

aini n meg

while waitin for them=P

meg n aini

meg n sue

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@9:29 pm

imysBL=(

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E conversation Again =)

a total of 4 soul..

talkin to me bout "it" again..
in 2 weeks..

hmm..i guess i really nid to get serious on it..

i was called randomly while using e comp...

Him:"what's your problem ziela? just tell me..i cud sense something is bothering u?"

me: "huh? wat u mean? im ok..takder pape lahz =)"

he has been like a father to me..

he noes every part of me..

he noes what lies behind those smile n laughter..

so yaa..only the two of us in the room..

moment of truth i muz sae..

no one realise it...except for him..

even ma parents cud not see it..mayb coz i dun show it?lol..

hmm..maybe its true..

"at tymes u have to be selfish..its for your good.."

i noe..but its easier to sae..but i cant bring maself to do it..=)

im taking a step at a tyme..

i nid some guidance=)

it has been inside me ol this long..

n im glad someone manage see it=)

im done.

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5 days of holidae..

been cooking n eatin like theres no tomolo=)

crazziness=_="

been learning how to cook..

nani is so darn good at cookin now i muz sae..

probably bcoz of e past..

is peddling slowly i am..

ouh th per ehk? perlu lah =)

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i noe its not been easy on your side.

i noe u have been holdin it.

i noe u are affected.i dun blame u.

well, at tyme we have to make do with some things.

'Do what you ought and trust what may be.'"

have faith.

love u endlessly sweetheart!=)

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*************************************************" True happiness, to me, does not come when you get something you may be wanting for a long time. It truly comes when you start recognizing what you already have."*********************************************************

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Obstacles are meant to strengthen, not defeat.

We experience hard times when we start forgetting to appreciate what we have.

No matter what challenges you endure, know that it is only to have you remember what you are made of and the power you have to make a difference.

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otey...bofore i end everything...

i noe your are enjoyzing watching your transformer love..hee

well..i understand...guys cant multi-task...ouh salah ehk?kk=)

i dunwana disturb you...so im decided to type it out..=)

tho i wana to tok to u badly...hee..

goodnyte love..missing you badly..

5 days of not meeting u..crazziness..

i noe its been hard on u...

its been harder for me too..

i hope u understand...n i noe u do..=)

take care of yourself n dun stay up too late..

meeting you tomolo is i am..yeah!!=)

When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star; sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.

goodnyte! very much! =)

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@7:39 am

e Welcome.
hmmm...first of all let me juz sae im glad that evrythig went smoothly when i went out to have dinner with his family. Lovely family i would sae. united n lots of laughter=) it was a last minute plan when i received a msg from him, saein i will be meeting his parents at jurong point after i end ma werk..i was like...serious shit? shit!...=Phmmm..its a last minute thing..so i rushed out of the office n went to jurong point.. n there ma mind goes..basically, i was scared..really do..only He noes how i felt..=) but alhamdullillahz.. they are not monster..hee..ouh tk perlu ehk? kiddin luv! =)
so yaa..salam his parents n talk to his mum..bout kuih, bout work, bout her work, n everything..lovely mum.. very the kecoh n enjoyzing..=)
so yaa...i was kinda feel bad coz they actually waited for me..hmph! your son informed me last minute..basically not ma fault..hee..=P
he was driving n i sat with his mum...there it goes again..lol! hee.. 5246845 question...n 2684114854952 answer..take care ziela..n nurazman was having fun laughing...very nice~ went to Sakunthala's Restraunt at little india..the food was awesome! =) i had fun.nuff saed.=)

everything changes wen i reached home. it was olmost midnight. dad was mad. he was showing this attitude. didnt expect that to happened. for both side,apologize
for wat had happened. yaa..dad shouldnt have done that. well, i dun blame him for wat happened. he's a father. so just wana make things better, i sat beside him n talk to him nicely. told him where, when n what happened. n why i was late. apologize to him n told him that i wont make him worried again. hmm..thats it.he
hug me n sae dun do it again. i noe, its for ma own good dad.u juz dunwan it to be like a habit to me. i understand wat he meant. so i juz apologize n everything is ok.

i noe you are hurt,you are disappointed ever wat happened.let juz take it like a son n a father thing dear. wat he did maybe a bit harsh but dun hold any grudges coz he means good.dun feel humiliated over wat happened.anger from a dad doesnt last dear. im sorry for wat happened. i hope you dun take it too hard. he love us, thats y hes doing ol this...sowie dear.."very much~"=)
shocked upon received e msges.
hmmm..u shudnt have done that.
well,i understand..at tymes, mind juz not functionin n u tend to do things that u dun even want to..
this is just a small test..
we gona go thru lots more..
wenever we are at our lowest point..
go bek from where we are..
we will nvr get lost..
n it will mek us much more stronger.
believe.
nvr let those anger n revenge suffocate us.
we will regret n "they" will laugh at us,coz they win.
n having to realise, it maybe too late.
very much in love.
=)

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